Friday, June 26, 2009

6.25.09

Dear Jack,

You are two weeks and one day old. You are sleeping now, something you do fairly well and fairly often. For the first time today, I really missed you while you were snoozing. I wasn’t zombie-tired, I guess. I held you for a long time while you snoozed then laid you down to give my arms a rest. I admit that when I heard you starting to stir, my heart leapt. I couldn’t wait to see your pretty eyes again and talk to you.

You are amazingly big to me. You were never a tiny baby like the one we saw at the doctor’s office today – born just a day after you but still a teeny seven pounds. It’s hard to believe you are only two weeks and one day old. But you are. Still so new. You are so strong – you can control your neck for a few seconds at a time and you love looking around you. You gaze and gaze at the ceiling fan or the big mirror behind the couch. Sometimes your gaze falls on me. I love the thought that you might recognize me.

You look different everyday. Your eyes are still a little crusty, but they are so blue and seem to be lightening up a little bit. You have long legs and big, flat feet. You have “piano fingers” like your dad. You make cute scowling faces and little giggles when you are digesting. You’re a good eater and you’ve already gained nearly a pound.

It’s true that I find everything about you fascinating.

Love,

Your amazed Mama

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